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I came upon Grou's writing in a RENOVARE study, Connecting with God. The chapter is on prayer and the Renovare authors chose this three paragraph devotional reading to head the chapter. I'm going indulge a paragraph at a time here. I find it so lovely and refreshing to be reminded to leave my head at the door in prayer. It's such a pure admonishment. No relying on intellect. Or subtlety. Or depth of reasoning. I'm talking to God. The LORD. The One God who created me and knows my love for language and higher thinking. What freedom there is here, to dip into my heart and speak with great devotion to the God of the universe and my very own heavenly Father.
Devotion to God is at the center of the concept. Grou reminds us, me, us that we have this devotion to our LORD God. It the fuel of our lives as we walk toward Him is His transformation. Our path to His sanctification. We are dedicated. We are devoted. We want Him and all He has for us.
Sometimes, for me, this devotion is based in knowing that God is the only real source of anything. The only real source of everything. And I want. Immediate I consider the words of Psalm 23 and hear "The LORD is my shepherd, I will want for nothing." But the wanting is so deep. It drives me to devotion to my desire and ultimately to God.
And from this particular point of view I can caress the notion that it is ridiculous to speak in an eloquent tongue and consider, that perhaps, I don't need to speak at all.